birthday? what birthday? trully it was nothing much...

actually to say it was nothing much is sort of an understatement... it was nothing...

well... who could i blame though? i celebrated my birthday three days before i actually should've... and now... ayun... some of my friends who were actually invited dun sa party forgot my birthday... not to mention my dad not greeting me... well... it was a sloppy day... much like any other day i'd have... haiii... anyway... 3 hours left before this day officialy ends.... and well un... hoping something could turn this day around....

well that went well... i'm not saying that things couldn't have gone any better... but hey, atleast i've learned alot... i had so much fun and that's all that matters... i believe those who came enjoyed the party too...
speaking of those invited... i invited 42 people... 24 came and 15 of those who came slept over...

who came?
-guys-
bry, fids, bart, da, ferdie, timo, alfredo, wafu, marvin, mico, kris, joel
-girls-
car, mik, niki, kams, j9, kai, jemai, gret, val, lorie, janica, nyey

those in bold are the ones who slept over... -pantay pala ung number ng guys ng girls who came... hehe...- nyway... im glad that they were the ones who came and i believe it was better off that those who dint come didnt... not that i wouldnt have wanted them to be there its just maiiba siguro ung takbo ng buong party kung ganun... my attention would've been diverted kung sobrang diverse ng parties invited...

it was the first party i've ever held as a teenager... and yes, a college party is so different from a high school party... the days of merely spinning the bottle = fun is kind of paso na... and booze and grandma's were there to give the party a boost... im not much of a drinker... believe me... i was well allowed and free to drink but i wasnt supposed to... and i wasnt used to it and i didnt like the taste of it much... so i just stuck with the orange juice... imagine how the party would've been if i was drunk... sheesh... sane pa nga lang ako riot na.... what more if i wasn't... i was the nanay of the party... tipong... "guys, tigil na... sobra na"... i dont think i was kj though... i allowed them to have as much fun as possible... and my parents allowed them to drink and smoke and get a bit tipsy... just not too drunk to function and no smoking outside of the house...
imagine such freedom with my mom giving them ashtrays, my aunt giving money to buy hard drinks and my dad buying two cases of beers... were they too liberal and too mapagbigay? no... they trusted my friends as they trusted me... but my friends are different... give me the freedom to drink alcohol and i'd still choose juice... i don't smoke and i sing to have fun... i act drunk even if im not coz ubod naman kasi ako ng kulit... most of my friends are used to drinking and are very much allowed to drink too... some of them do smoke which hurts me... but hey... i told them my side and they didn't listen... my prayers and my care is all i could give them now...

we ate... we danced... we had a drinking session and malamang some got tipsy... -waha!! airon ang comedy mo malasing!!-... disappointment of the night... i guess ung part na the smokers actually left the house without saying kung san sila pupunta at we anxiously waited na bumalik sila... napagsabihan ako ng dad ko nun eh... i shouldn't have let them leave the house coz well... medyo nakainom na rin sila... after that though... i just pretended that nothing happened -something i could actually be good at if i wanted to- and focused na ulit on having fun... ang daming nagmoment at nagusap-usap sa house... and though i didnt get one-on-one talks with everyone... i got to know each a little better...

there are those na kayang magtantsa ng iniinom, those who really abstain from vices, those na madaling mahawa sa pakiki"vice", and those na kaya mag all out join sa kalasingan at etc...

there are those who can dance, those who think they can dance, those who dance pag lasing lang, and ung mga hindi na kahit ano talagang gawin mo di magsasayaw!!

there are those na magaling makisalamuha, those who'd prefer staying in a corner or matatago na lang talaga sa kuwarto, and those who'd be amongst the crowd and with much practice i guess can let themselves wander while speaking...
there are those na magaling magalaga, there are those who are sensitive sa feelings ng iba, there are those na medyo nagiging sunod-sunuran and there are those na me! me! me! lang talaga...

there are those na goody-goods uwi ng maaga, those na todo paalam sa parents to stay, and those na willing magrisk ng pagiging grounded just to stay...

there are those na may strength and courage na kausapin yung talagang kailangan nilang kausapin, those na forever willing to give advices and kayang matantsa who needs it, those na magaling pa rin makipagusap kahit lasing na, those na kakausap muna ng iba to gather up all their courage and advice they can get before nila kausapin ung person na kelngan nila talagang kausapin, there are those na puro paramdam lang and hanggang dun lang muna ang kaya, those na itatago na lang muna sa sarili hangga't walang nakakapansin that they have a problem, and those who'd just stay away...

anyway... some of them slept over some didnt... the girls stayed up til 5 para painumin ng gamot ung isang guy friend namin who wan't feeling good... and 5 ng umaga bumaba kaming 5 na babae para kumutan ung mga kawawang guys na nanginginig na sa ginaw... ag kyut nila tignan... there were 11 of them na nagsisiksikan sa entertainment room namin... and mind you and lalaki at ang tatangkad nung mga yun!! at around 7 most of us were already awake... si janica at joel na lang ata tulog... hehe... some continued their sleep after breakfast and yung iba nagjamming na lang sa lanai... at aroung 9 am... nagaya na magdota yung guys... and nung mga 11... onti na lang kaming nasa bahay... j9, janica and kita na lang... they left ng 1 after sila sunduin ni airon... and my party was over...

diverse kami sobra!! but they are my barkada... and i love them each for who they are... coz they trully are beautiful... both outside and in... and we've been through a lot na together... i thank them for coming and for making my night so memorable... was it bitter sweet because of some unfortunate events? i don't think so... coz even the bitter memories were sweet and we'd all remember them forever... love you guys..

by the way... i'd like to thank my family for allowing us to hold a fracas of a party... for lengthening their patience samin... and for guiding us and letting us learn a lot by letting us be... thanks... abu!!